First of all, I'm not intent writing down in English, just becuz I am working.

 

Tomorrow night, I'm gonna fly to Victoria, BC. I always feel there is better than TO even I've never been there. I'll go there for "Working", a sweet work is waiting for me. Based on private policy which my "Client" noticed to me, I won't say what it is till I am authorized.  That will be a 5 days 4 nights trip. I am so exciting. I hope I can finish my work perfectly. That will be one of my great memories in my life.

 

These days, Working-Home-(sometimes go out for coffee with friends)-Working-Home......that's all my life. Boring but ok for me. Yesterday, my friend and I talked about our life. We found we can't control our life & we need to accept many "facts". Yes, we do. That's why I just work hard on daytime and entertain hard at night. The facts are: I can't drop the work that I already have in Canada, I can't go back home for vocation so far, I can't buy anything I want becuz of my poor economy... So, I already accepted facts the life gives me and do what I need to do.

 

Smile, when you can smile. So far, I feel kind of comfortable of my life. Don't feel stressful as before, hanging out with folks, going to the church every week,  that's good. Finally, I understand that I begin to "enjoy" the North American life style.  

 

Is that good?

Don't be shocked~~not me but people around me!

These days, I am busy as usual, but I got some news from friends. All about marriage.

Someone will get married but I am not the bride. Well, I don't feel sad but lose. When I found the lady he will marry with is not even as good as me (Sorry, that's my feeling~~), and the only thing that I can do is smile and say "Congratulations!" to him - That's sucks~~

Someone got married already. I just feel pity to the guy. I know the guy, he is nice, gentle and shy; I don't know the lady well, but I know she is not the right lady for the guy. But, they still married. Good luck!

Someone will get married soon and I will be the bridesmaid. I am so exciting! I know the girl for a long time and I really wish her can get a happeness marriage in her life.

All about marriage, all different feelings of me. I don't know when I will get married, but I know, He will guide a right guy to me someday, somewhere. All because I believe Him!